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Haven’t been completely smashed in a awhile but last night was absolutely uncompromising. I hate how alcohol heightens my feelings but i like how i lose control of my entire being as it infiltrates my senses…drop….by….drop. It’s as if it gives me an excuse for anything seemingly stupid i am going to do next… and whether i meant it or not, nobody will know. Pretty mysterious huuuuuh? (or not)
Life’s been such a buzzkill lately. There is nothing else to look forward to and yes i deserve an applaud for being the biggest idiot on earth. Imagine tangling your limbs and arms while you try out yoga poses in the serenity of your bedroom…and then falling over backwards and hitting a shelf. No i don’t actually suggest any of you try that at home. I am going to get professional help with this yoga/weight loss thing when i get back from Thailand.
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Hello.
I just had the most eventful 4 hours of my life. My mother cut Simba’s quick by accident and it bled.
The beginning of the horrific episode started at 9.00pm. I googled solutions and tried everything i could to stop the bleeding but nothing worked. It hurt to see Simba hurting and that’s funny because i haven’t hurt for anything/anyone in a long time. Life is funny.
It’s 1.26am now and Simba has finally stopped bleeding. (How the hell did he survive 4 hours of profuse bleeding?!) Can you imagine sitting in a pool of blood feeling completely helpless while your dog tries to rip your hand apart every second…? Ok but seriously though I wished i had someone to tell me exactly what to do.
So uhm…
school’s out! for the next 5 weeks (finally!!). I am anticipating a well-spent 5 weeks-shopping, sleeping, working out, more sleeping and studying-yeah right. I hope we all get to catch up on our very much needed sleep this holiday so when we come back for t3 we’ll be all prepared and ready for battle. (lol?) I feel battered already.
Yesterday i found out that my best friend has finally got a boyfriend. Love’s a funny thing. It gets you when you least expect it, making it all seem more magical than it actually is (all that’s usually just exaggeration really). I guess it’s a good thing if you’re in love right now. Nobody should be robbed of the opportunity to experience it because of your race/sexual orientation/religion/whateverelsethatisstoppingyoufrombeinginlove. This holiday, i will find my way back into Your love. I guess that’s the only thing that truly matters right? Haha.
I was thinking of trying a self-reflective sort of post today but i couldn’t really find anything worth writing about so hopefully my next week in Thailand will help stir something up.
Happy holidays everyone! Bye!
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The much needed long weekend passed by so quickly i only remember fragments of it. And surprisingly(or not), i skipped school today. After the inevitable stunt i pulled off very badly today, i’ve realised that skipping school(whether once or twice…or even thrice) has become an essential survival technique to get through school.
But my teachers think otherwise.
sometimes i wish people would just stay, and allow me to slowly breathe in the regularity and assurance, then maybe i’d slowly get used to school everyday too. I just need everything to slow down today.
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